yesterday...beside making the one i love happy..,instead..i made her cried for me...i really feel vry vry sad.every tear she dropped for me is like something pierce into my heart..the pain was countless..and for sure..i swear for real i will try my best to make her cheer again...yesterday I really had a sleepless night, moving here and there on my bed and thinking about what happen to us that night..all I could hear was my heart beating much faster than it ever has. .my heart non stop thinking the mistake i did...it ended in a far different way that made my heart choke with tears of losing something...i made a big mistake for not being there when u need me the most..i tried to be there for u yesterday..but i know i was late for it...dear..for now.. I just wanted to say sorry. .I'm sorry for being so insensitive and less caring.. I really didn't mean to hurt you.. you are my life, my heart, my soul and so much more..i really need you by my side.. I want to say that I really do love you..Also, please, please, Sweetheart, give me an opportunity to show you that I can do it without mistakes again.. I swear I won't do anything that will hurt you...Sweetheart. You are everything for me ...i know it is not easy for u to forgive me..it gonna takes some times to heal the wound inside ur heart....sweetheart,please give me a chance to show you that i can do it..
love always.
bb~
