a picture mean a thousand of word~

dear dear, i divided our pictures d~..left side is urs and right side is bb de~..dear must keep it safe and good k~..anytime u miss bb~..u can always have a look~..i'll always be right beside you~..muacs~..love u sweetheart~~

really can maintain?

suddenly think back,this semester(4month) how we maintain our relationship?izzit too busy then v jst put aside our relationship n keep bz our things oni?whole day v jst talk few sentences...seldom heart talk..seldom meet...suddenly feel...izzit i jst got ''hollow bf''??jst a name oni?wat i do,i think u oso not vry know about it...wat i thinking..wat i need...i think u oso not vry know it rite?actually i oso dunno wat ur thinking..wat u doing there...evitm i try wanan understand mo about u but tat time dun let me do it plus u reli too busy d(im bz too)...bb,v reli can maintain our relationship full with love??i dunwan our love become a habit in our life oni...i wan is real love...i scare 1day our relationship lost tat love feel...
nw i lost my confident anymore...
if i cant stand stable at my own place...dun blame me k...

outline for dear's coming birthday card~..

ehhe..dear..show u my design outline~~:) ..wait for ur birthday just let u see the real card..purposely make the content blur~haha..let dear guess guess wat i gonna write there~

sushi king~ 25/4/2009

yesterday(saturday) dinner went sushi king with dear at jusco~..enjoy our meal there but the bill was kinda expensive..but lucky i rm10 discount voucher so is still acceptable~..haha..sushi king really have to wait till promotion jsut can eat 1..~.."sweet dear enjoying her meal at sushi king".~..hoho~ after dinner we went to watch movie~..mall cop~..wao..really damn funny~..really enjoying this weekend cause i have u accompany me~~..miss u sweetheart~

* meaningful lyrics * special for u *

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you"re feeling blue
If you"re away from love and you"re alone
If you call your friends and nobody"s home
You can run away but you can"t hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there"s a destiny
The best things in life
They"re free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There"s a place in heaven where we"ll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I"ll never hide
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do

me and dear using shiseido mask(11/4/)

This mask ho...really vry vry pain when taking off the mask ler..haha..me and dear both like baja hitam~:)haha..really enjoying it ..:P..dear wait next week we try another new piece of mask k~..don 1 try shiseido 1..scared d..all my bulu no more d ler..:(

fair or unfair ?

finally can relax 1day (melaka historical'day) although just 1 day holiday but i still feel very happy n enjoy but unhappy is bb cant acc me...how to say cant acc?bsc is he too bz?tat not,he just wanna gout play v his fren...reli speechless...hope he can tel me,i dunwan go then he wil acc me but tat is always become impossible...haiz..bb,i know u enjoy gout play v ur fren;without me,u still can fun v ur fren too...so i never worry ur life will feel boring...maybe u never sense i really change already,dis few month,i feel myself level of jealous keep increasing....feel suffer...tat not me... :( but u never know it..bb,i reli reli hope u always is the 1st person know wat i thinking...but u always become the last 1(smtm is remind from me)...argggg....how our relationship cont to.....hard to imagine..i know v need face realistic but i reli got a lot of dream btw of us...i reli dunno how to tel u...maybe im gal so i will think many n many(tat is u always say im think too much)..but i know tat is not jst a dream...smtm i will think,izzit u reli will be my last lover?or nw i jst become blind to love?i dislike dis feel...u always wil say:how come i wil think like tat?y always like tat?...but u never say:y u wil make me feel tat?izzit u do anythings make me feel bad?...maybe nw i wan is not jst part of u,i wan is all ( more n more from u) i know tat is unfair,but can u let me always stay ur heart evi min,evi sec,evi dream...