sorrow wheel over my heart

really long time din write blog..but everytime write blog is always sad blog de..:( they said sweet time past vry fast but sad time past really vry vry slow... today just bak from dear's hometown..actually feel vry happy cause i meet with dear's family..but feel vry sad after receiving his bro comment to me...saying that he cant feel i care about u...plus dear said again already sik guan i not "ti tie" enough to u..dear,i admit sometimes i got abit stubborn din listen to u dear..but i will guai guai listen to u next time..i promise dear..give me some trust..i will change...dear,i really feel vry worried...i really scared i will lose u...when u said u think both of us really got problem tat time..i am so scared u know?..i really out of mind...i also donno wat i am talking on the phone just now..really cant think properly already..dear..hope u will give bb some time and trust..i will make this changes...