a picture mean a thousand of word~

dear dear, i divided our pictures d~..left side is urs and right side is bb de~..dear must keep it safe and good k~..anytime u miss bb~..u can always have a look~..i'll always be right beside you~..muacs~..love u sweetheart~~

really can maintain?

suddenly think back,this semester(4month) how we maintain our relationship?izzit too busy then v jst put aside our relationship n keep bz our things oni?whole day v jst talk few sentences...seldom heart talk..seldom meet...suddenly feel...izzit i jst got ''hollow bf''??jst a name oni?wat i do,i think u oso not vry know about it...wat i thinking..wat i need...i think u oso not vry know it rite?actually i oso dunno wat ur thinking..wat u doing there...evitm i try wanan understand mo about u but tat time dun let me do it plus u reli too busy d(im bz too)...bb,v reli can maintain our relationship full with love??i dunwan our love become a habit in our life oni...i wan is real love...i scare 1day our relationship lost tat love feel...
nw i lost my confident anymore...
if i cant stand stable at my own place...dun blame me k...

outline for dear's coming birthday card~..

ehhe..dear..show u my design outline~~:) ..wait for ur birthday just let u see the real card..purposely make the content blur~haha..let dear guess guess wat i gonna write there~

sushi king~ 25/4/2009

yesterday(saturday) dinner went sushi king with dear at jusco~..enjoy our meal there but the bill was kinda expensive..but lucky i rm10 discount voucher so is still acceptable~..haha..sushi king really have to wait till promotion jsut can eat 1..~.."sweet dear enjoying her meal at sushi king".~..hoho~ after dinner we went to watch movie~..mall cop~..wao..really damn funny~..really enjoying this weekend cause i have u accompany me~~..miss u sweetheart~

* meaningful lyrics * special for u *

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you"re feeling blue
If you"re away from love and you"re alone
If you call your friends and nobody"s home
You can run away but you can"t hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there"s a destiny
The best things in life
They"re free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There"s a place in heaven where we"ll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I"ll never hide
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do

me and dear using shiseido mask(11/4/)

This mask ho...really vry vry pain when taking off the mask ler..haha..me and dear both like baja hitam~:)haha..really enjoying it ..:P..dear wait next week we try another new piece of mask k~..don 1 try shiseido 1..scared d..all my bulu no more d ler..:(

fair or unfair ?

finally can relax 1day (melaka historical'day) although just 1 day holiday but i still feel very happy n enjoy but unhappy is bb cant acc me...how to say cant acc?bsc is he too bz?tat not,he just wanna gout play v his fren...reli speechless...hope he can tel me,i dunwan go then he wil acc me but tat is always become impossible...haiz..bb,i know u enjoy gout play v ur fren;without me,u still can fun v ur fren too...so i never worry ur life will feel boring...maybe u never sense i really change already,dis few month,i feel myself level of jealous keep increasing....feel suffer...tat not me... :( but u never know it..bb,i reli reli hope u always is the 1st person know wat i thinking...but u always become the last 1(smtm is remind from me)...argggg....how our relationship cont to.....hard to imagine..i know v need face realistic but i reli got a lot of dream btw of us...i reli dunno how to tel u...maybe im gal so i will think many n many(tat is u always say im think too much)..but i know tat is not jst a dream...smtm i will think,izzit u reli will be my last lover?or nw i jst become blind to love?i dislike dis feel...u always wil say:how come i wil think like tat?y always like tat?...but u never say:y u wil make me feel tat?izzit u do anythings make me feel bad?...maybe nw i wan is not jst part of u,i wan is all ( more n more from u) i know tat is unfair,but can u let me always stay ur heart evi min,evi sec,evi dream...

never care what my heart saying....

yesterday is my classmate-zack birthday then we celebrate at gogo,his gf and gf's family oso come celebrate 2gether with us to him..so touching...actually he treat his gf as wife already hehe because they 2gether almost 10years...wau..tat is challenging...how about me n my bf?izzit reli can be same v them?reli can face 1 guy until end my life?reli cant imagine it because tat is harder than exam question because that is not have a accurate answer....haiz..2day my bf reli make me feel disappoint lol...last week my fren ask me go movie v them but i reject all cause of u because i tot u wanan go watch fast n furious 2gether v me but ....2day u went for it.....reli nth can say d...after accept ur call at gogo there,i totally no have any mood...how come u cant feel wat my heart talking?anyway,tat is the way u treat me...doesn't think about me b4 u do smth in ur life...that call SELFISH...u never know ur selfish level is so so high...actually not angry...jst disappointed...
@dont tel me,u wana acc me go watch again...dis sentences wont let me feel roman or any meaning..i jst wil think wat ur attitude u treat me as.....@
haiz....
~ur dear~

=piggy weekend=

today i cant enjoy my breakfast in the morning because yesterday be maria til 4am just lying down to rest but thats worth :) ...sleep til around 1pm just wake up then go lunch..after go bb house take things and talk house there~haha~nothing special but can meet bb is special day for me..today my classmate date me out but i no have feel go out plus my bb keep use his fierce eye contact with me(make me dun dare gout-haha,that just a simple jk,actually i not vry scare u) bleh :P...today whole day reli do nth at home leh...watch movie,listen song,surf nth net(actually wanan do assignment but dunno do so simple searching-hehe),then eat n chat...argggg SIEN but relax...bb,i miss my necklace bsc jst nw i watching movie n wanna touch it but it not there...so sad...i think nxt tm u better present me smth is not vry easy broken 1 bsc u oso know me got abit rude de mar(but i dunwan DOG NECKLACE k) u faster go repair it n gv bac me k...dis week cant acc bb,sorry ya although i cant tk out much time 2gether v u but my heart reli got u...dun always complaint me lol...i found bb from the sea leh,sure wil appreciate it hehe...
bb,gambateh-neh..love u much..muacss
~ur dear~

CNY 2009~~

dear dear..kek sei bb ler u forget u made this card for me~..this card mean alots for me de ler~..i will never forget de..the first made DIY new year card i received in my life..u made this card on 17/1/2006 ..00.33am..u finished it~..i also got made 1 for dear..donno dear still keep it or not~..dear so fast 3 years past d..we have been together for 2years and 7 months d..and i am so blissful and happy cause i have u to share my life together with me~..really missing u much sweetheart..love you~,,In this 2009 CNY , i wan to wish especially my dear and family happy chinese new year and hope me and dear relationship can last forever (zhang zhang 9 9) muacs!!!!!!!!

Bak Miri~..gonna miss u muchie dear~

dear..2morrow i will be going bak to miri d..today u went bak actually feel sad..haiz dear..1month cant meet u le`~..dear dear ..i think i really gonna miss u vry vry much ler`..miss ur everything~...when i not around , dear u must take good care of urself k~..don let urself get sick k~.cause new year wan arrive d..and u cannot sick de k~..must healthy healthy have a wonderful 2009 year~ dear dear..i wan u to promise 1 thing~..i wan u keep update with bb everyday k~.no matter the things i big matter or small matter can?and i wan u webcam with bb when u got free time k`..can do it ma~?:-)..dear dear....MISS U LA~!!..

FINALs~..2nd trimester 08/09

eventhough this semester take 1 subject oni~..but still have to wait for my exam to come on 10/1/09..haiz..it was the last day of the exam week..shit~.cant wait for it d..haha..wan go enjoy my holiday d~..later dear gonna finish exam d~.here wish u good luck first~..hehe..all the best`..i also have to jia you~..hope to get a B+ or A- for this sub~.hopefully can do it~hehe..but heard fren said this sub is killing subject~.hope don really kill me~.haha..i tried see some past year question~.haha..KEna STUn till cannot wake up..i see the question..the question see me~..both kena stun~HAHa..

welcome 2009

1/1/09..1st day of 2009~...yesterday we went for dinner at tien jing(TC Spring)~..2 tables join together..totally got 16ppls if not mistaken~.wao..haha...we order 9 dishes for 8 ppls meal~..ahha..tat was so many~..really enjoy the food and we paid for rm16 oni for 1 person~quite cheap er..haha..:p...but have alots of problem when ordering the dish..cause too much choices d..donno which 1 to choose`..hehe..dear next time really have to decide the dishes then go dinner..if not really vry waste time at there choosing which dishes..:p..after dinner..10.30pm we went to moli to have new year countdown there~.but i go there already full house ..just left 2 tables oni..so wait awhile then got place to sit~..2009 countdown overall was vry boring.haiz..swt~..ppl countdown starting from 3, 2 1..but they countdown terbalik de..1, 2,3..happy new year..swt+swt!!..=.=!!!..haha..anyway..i wan to wish everyone happy new year 2009..especially to my dear..hope our love can "zhang zhang 9 9" muacs~..good luck for final dear~~jia you!GAMBATEH NE!!!!!!!!!!!!