outline for dear's coming birthday card~..

ehhe..dear..show u my design outline~~:) ..wait for ur birthday just let u see the real card..purposely make the content blur~haha..let dear guess guess wat i gonna write there~

sushi king~ 25/4/2009

yesterday(saturday) dinner went sushi king with dear at jusco~..enjoy our meal there but the bill was kinda expensive..but lucky i rm10 discount voucher so is still acceptable~..haha..sushi king really have to wait till promotion jsut can eat 1..~.."sweet dear enjoying her meal at sushi king".~..hoho~ after dinner we went to watch movie~..mall cop~..wao..really damn funny~..really enjoying this weekend cause i have u accompany me~~..miss u sweetheart~

* meaningful lyrics * special for u *

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you"re feeling blue
If you"re away from love and you"re alone
If you call your friends and nobody"s home
You can run away but you can"t hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there"s a destiny
The best things in life
They"re free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There"s a place in heaven where we"ll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I"ll never hide
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do

me and dear using shiseido mask(11/4/)

This mask ho...really vry vry pain when taking off the mask ler..haha..me and dear both like baja hitam~:)haha..really enjoying it ..:P..dear wait next week we try another new piece of mask k~..don 1 try shiseido 1..scared d..all my bulu no more d ler..:(

fair or unfair ?

finally can relax 1day (melaka historical'day) although just 1 day holiday but i still feel very happy n enjoy but unhappy is bb cant acc me...how to say cant acc?bsc is he too bz?tat not,he just wanna gout play v his fren...reli speechless...hope he can tel me,i dunwan go then he wil acc me but tat is always become impossible...haiz..bb,i know u enjoy gout play v ur fren;without me,u still can fun v ur fren too...so i never worry ur life will feel boring...maybe u never sense i really change already,dis few month,i feel myself level of jealous keep increasing....feel suffer...tat not me... :( but u never know it..bb,i reli reli hope u always is the 1st person know wat i thinking...but u always become the last 1(smtm is remind from me)...argggg....how our relationship cont to.....hard to imagine..i know v need face realistic but i reli got a lot of dream btw of us...i reli dunno how to tel u...maybe im gal so i will think many n many(tat is u always say im think too much)..but i know tat is not jst a dream...smtm i will think,izzit u reli will be my last lover?or nw i jst become blind to love?i dislike dis feel...u always wil say:how come i wil think like tat?y always like tat?...but u never say:y u wil make me feel tat?izzit u do anythings make me feel bad?...maybe nw i wan is not jst part of u,i wan is all ( more n more from u) i know tat is unfair,but can u let me always stay ur heart evi min,evi sec,evi dream...

never care what my heart saying....

yesterday is my classmate-zack birthday then we celebrate at gogo,his gf and gf's family oso come celebrate 2gether with us to him..so touching...actually he treat his gf as wife already hehe because they 2gether almost 10years...wau..tat is challenging...how about me n my bf?izzit reli can be same v them?reli can face 1 guy until end my life?reli cant imagine it because tat is harder than exam question because that is not have a accurate answer....haiz..2day my bf reli make me feel disappoint lol...last week my fren ask me go movie v them but i reject all cause of u because i tot u wanan go watch fast n furious 2gether v me but ....2day u went for it.....reli nth can say d...after accept ur call at gogo there,i totally no have any mood...how come u cant feel wat my heart talking?anyway,tat is the way u treat me...doesn't think about me b4 u do smth in ur life...that call SELFISH...u never know ur selfish level is so so high...actually not angry...jst disappointed...
@dont tel me,u wana acc me go watch again...dis sentences wont let me feel roman or any meaning..i jst wil think wat ur attitude u treat me as.....@
haiz....
~ur dear~

=piggy weekend=

today i cant enjoy my breakfast in the morning because yesterday be maria til 4am just lying down to rest but thats worth :) ...sleep til around 1pm just wake up then go lunch..after go bb house take things and talk house there~haha~nothing special but can meet bb is special day for me..today my classmate date me out but i no have feel go out plus my bb keep use his fierce eye contact with me(make me dun dare gout-haha,that just a simple jk,actually i not vry scare u) bleh :P...today whole day reli do nth at home leh...watch movie,listen song,surf nth net(actually wanan do assignment but dunno do so simple searching-hehe),then eat n chat...argggg SIEN but relax...bb,i miss my necklace bsc jst nw i watching movie n wanna touch it but it not there...so sad...i think nxt tm u better present me smth is not vry easy broken 1 bsc u oso know me got abit rude de mar(but i dunwan DOG NECKLACE k) u faster go repair it n gv bac me k...dis week cant acc bb,sorry ya although i cant tk out much time 2gether v u but my heart reli got u...dun always complaint me lol...i found bb from the sea leh,sure wil appreciate it hehe...
bb,gambateh-neh..love u much..muacss
~ur dear~